whisper

i whisper my thoughts and ramblings here
so i have someone oh im sorry something i can really be honest and straight foward too
im not really a diary person
or a good story teller

i cant even describe what i feel to my best friends
i can
but only certain people

besides thy lord,
i nag here
so no one would judge about how i feel for once

i miss being my self again,
all this dilema's since .... so long ago
so hard to put together n solve. im tired of all this crap i got myself into