22.5.10

at this moment

the image of you in my mind is fading
but its still there

never gone
never rotten

at times
those flashbacks come

as if there's a Tv in my head.
sometimes i press STOP immediately\
but there times i let it Play.

the moment when you lead me into that 'trap'
that made me feel this way ?
its still there


but now,
its going away
one step, two step three..

further away it goes

I'm suppose to feel free and relieved.
but why are'nt I ?