it aches so badly,
when your own "friends" don't care about you
only come to you when they have something to ask
i don't mind helping
its my pleasure

but sometimes
i just wish they remember me, without me asking for it

but what can i do,
u cant ask for a person to care for you just because u ask them to
unfortunately, in this world, it doesn't work that way

i miss those times
when they come to me no matter what

those people who appreciate me
just a bit of appreciation would made my day.

i love them though. and that makes it worse.

aminah: in our group theres 5 people "* sofia,*nur,*tasya,*fara jom lah"

bukan nama sebenar

me, they did'nt call my name, maybe i misheard it
. oh no, they really forgot to wait for me.
at that moment i was still packing or doing my work. i was actually waiting for them to call for me
it just never happen.

is there something wrong about me?
wht mistake that ive done?
or am i too emotional.

sigh.