pokoknya gua ga peduli!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kok bisa boros sih?
tiap satu hari kasi 10- 50 ringgit
belum smpai stuu harii

semuaaa habiss~!

boroossss...

mulaaa darii hariii ini! tiap duit, sampai 5 sennn juga ku kiraa
no moreeee belanja orang / even my self suka-suka hatii

maaf.
kali ini.
diri menjadi prioriti


aim: untuk tidak jadii boros


mark my words!

cigarette
that urge

to take a sip

i loathe it, yet i want to try it again

at this moment

the image of you in my mind is fading
but its still there

never gone
never rotten

at times
those flashbacks come

as if there's a Tv in my head.
sometimes i press STOP immediately\
but there times i let it Play.

the moment when you lead me into that 'trap'
that made me feel this way ?
its still there


but now,
its going away
one step, two step three..

further away it goes

I'm suppose to feel free and relieved.
but why are'nt I ?

lelah

dia sahabat aku
kau juga sama

bercinta?
apa perlu untuk kau tayangkan rasa duka kau kepada semua?
menangis setiap masa

degil
cuba juga, untuk berkepit dengan dia

tak mgerti makna muak? benak? menyampah? !
dia sayang kau
ya
dia masih sayang kau

kau sayang dia?
atau kau cuma ketagih dengan insan yang bergelar ' kekasih'
sudah lah

berhenti.
jadi diri kamu semula
berdiri dengan sendirinya

kau jejaka
tapi hati lembik.

apa jenis ego kau hendak pamerkan?

tolong lah jangan

jangan
buat orang benci kau?

dont worry, we're just the same

hilang

pernah rasa
hendak hilang?

bilamana kewujudan
kamu tidak
dipedulikan,

aku pernah.

oleh :puisi pantas pendek

kita serupa ..

huru hara semua nya

tatkala sudah mahu tiba
aku baru terkedek2
terhegeh2
kelam kabut sana sini

mahu baca buku itu
mahu hafal buku ini

kenapa tidak mula dari awal saja
aku bukan tidak boleh dapat nombor satu

cuma malas ini sudah sebati
bila boleh buang
aku akan cubaaaa

aku janji!

kau fikir ku gigit bibir sendiri?

cukup aku lihat kau tertawa :)
tidak perlu kau cari pengganti


aku ada mereka
aku ada dia
aku ada rabb yang satu

I believe in memories
They look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when, and when I wake up,
You look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
And there is no, no song I could sing
And there is no combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing,
We're better together

fonn aku dulu menangis setiap minit
sekarang sunyii
aku rinduu bila dia menangis
bising
buat bunyi

skrg
skrin kosong shja

syahduu.
haaha

whisper

i whisper my thoughts and ramblings here
so i have someone oh im sorry something i can really be honest and straight foward too
im not really a diary person
or a good story teller

i cant even describe what i feel to my best friends
i can
but only certain people

besides thy lord,
i nag here
so no one would judge about how i feel for once

i miss being my self again,
all this dilema's since .... so long ago
so hard to put together n solve. im tired of all this crap i got myself into

it aches so badly,
when your own "friends" don't care about you
only come to you when they have something to ask
i don't mind helping
its my pleasure

but sometimes
i just wish they remember me, without me asking for it

but what can i do,
u cant ask for a person to care for you just because u ask them to
unfortunately, in this world, it doesn't work that way

i miss those times
when they come to me no matter what

those people who appreciate me
just a bit of appreciation would made my day.

i love them though. and that makes it worse.

aminah: in our group theres 5 people "* sofia,*nur,*tasya,*fara jom lah"

bukan nama sebenar

me, they did'nt call my name, maybe i misheard it
. oh no, they really forgot to wait for me.
at that moment i was still packing or doing my work. i was actually waiting for them to call for me
it just never happen.

is there something wrong about me?
wht mistake that ive done?
or am i too emotional.

sigh.

bisukan saja

hati suka lihat kau senyum,
tapi pada masa yg sama

aku benci

benci lihat kau tidak peduli

iri,
walaupun dia rakan paling rapat
kadang rasa iri kecil

tapi bila datang rasa itu
aku buta kan saja
tiada guna untuk dibicara

tiada siapa mahu pasang telinga
cerita basi ini
hanya aku yang rasa
yang lain cuma anggap ini hanya hanya jenaka semata.

benak di dada.
muak .
aku mahu ketawa tanpa berpura.


tidak marah
tidak benci

aku cuba mahu buang barah ini
semakin cuba,
makin parah

takapa
aku bisukan sahaja
cukup aku yang tahu
buat apa dicerita

nanti ada yang mengata.

tak apa
aku masih mahu cuba.
nanti kan saja
dia akan pergi
barah ini akan hilang,nanti..